September 23rd, 2005
all i need is a kid and i would be the stereo-typical single mother...putting myself through school(which i guess im done with seeing as high school did that for me), 17 class hours, 2 jobs, and a sport...all adding up to 3.5 hours of sleep a night...
if youre doing this not to hurt me, it is making it hurt more
September 21st, 2005
i guess i should go back to my old icon then...
September 18th, 2005
if i was you i would be singing ( thisCollapse ) but i guess i just dont understand...
kri...i want you to be in my room next time i come in so i can curl up and have you make it all better
September 17th, 2005
another thrilling evening of not partying=)
September 15th, 2005
midd in the rain is no fun. none.
September 13th, 2005
we need air-conditiong! its like 88 here which i know isnt as bad as home...but try that with no air conditioning and no sweet tea...yeah thats what i thought=)
the bike is a smashing success=)
September 12th, 2005
oh i love class. really. im not being sarcastic at all. it is so nice to actually have something to do.
i bought a bike today. now i can quickly access everywhere in the thriving metropolitis of middlebury....and i can get to spanish on time...
everyone cross your fingers, toes, eyes, whatever that i find a job...i need one....badly
September 9th, 2005
so i dont "party"...perhaps the whole "i prefer not to make a fool of myself" aspect of my personality kicks in around with this...
oh and im sure that you are all rejoicing my return to LJ, right?
September 8th, 2005
no you know i have to be bored and lonely if i did this... ( my answersCollapse )
so there is this deafening sense of loneliness...i know that i picked to come here and i love it. i couldnt ask for a better college. really i couldnt. they are paying for me to be here and they gave me a laptop, what more could i really ask for? but i have never felt so lonely. the people here are nice but just different. they are nice in that "i'll ask you where you are from and let that count for being nice" way. DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE THE COMFORT OF SOUTHERN HOSPITALITY! i feel like the kid on the first day of middle school who tucked their shirt straight in with no puff so no one wanted talk to them...i know its early and i know it will get better, but i miss everything and everyone...i miss my kri and my jacob...sarah you know i miss but you werent there last year either...
i never realized how hard it would be to be somewhere with no support system whatsoever.