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September 23rd, 2005
10:38 am
all i need is a kid and i would be the stereo-typical single mother...putting myself through school(which i guess im done with seeing as high school did that for me), 17 class hours, 2 jobs, and a sport...all adding up to 3.5 hours of sleep a night...
if youre doing this not to hurt me, it is making it hurt more
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September 21st, 2005
10:06 am
i guess i should go back to my old icon then...
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September 18th, 2005
05:49 pm
if i was you i would be singing ( this ) but i guess i just dont understand...
kri...i want you to be in my room next time i come in so i can curl up and have you make it all better
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September 17th, 2005
12:40 am
another thrilling evening of not partying=)
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September 15th, 2005
12:22 pm
midd in the rain is no fun. none.
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September 13th, 2005
02:39 pm
we need air-conditiong! its like 88 here which i know isnt as bad as home...but try that with no air conditioning and no sweet tea...yeah thats what i thought=)
the bike is a smashing success=)
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September 12th, 2005
06:31 pm
oh i love class. really. im not being sarcastic at all. it is so nice to actually have something to do.
i bought a bike today. now i can quickly access everywhere in the thriving metropolitis of middlebury....and i can get to spanish on time...
everyone cross your fingers, toes, eyes, whatever that i find a job...i need one....badly
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September 9th, 2005
08:35 pm
so i dont "party"...perhaps the whole "i prefer not to make a fool of myself" aspect of my personality kicks in around with this...
oh and im sure that you are all rejoicing my return to LJ, right?
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September 8th, 2005
03:23 pm
no you know i have to be bored and lonely if i did this... ( my answers )
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03:07 pm
so there is this deafening sense of loneliness...i know that i picked to come here and i love it. i couldnt ask for a better college. really i couldnt. they are paying for me to be here and they gave me a laptop, what more could i really ask for? but i have never felt so lonely. the people here are nice but just different. they are nice in that "i'll ask you where you are from and let that count for being nice" way. DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE THE COMFORT OF SOUTHERN HOSPITALITY! i feel like the kid on the first day of middle school who tucked their shirt straight in with no puff so no one wanted talk to them...i know its early and i know it will get better, but i miss everything and everyone...i miss my kri and my jacob...sarah you know i miss but you werent there last year either...
i never realized how hard it would be to be somewhere with no support system whatsoever.
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August 16th, 2005
04:20 pm
2 months.
2 weeks.
2 days.
2 years.
5 minutes.
5 seconds.
3 years.
(x)(y)=xy
x+y=y+x
forever +/- x = nothing
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July 19th, 2005
02:58 pm
EWAN MCGREGOR! sorry im calm..sarah and i have awesome seats to see ewan mcgregor (big fish, moulin rouge, star wars) live in Guys and Dolls tomorrow....just thought i would make yall jealous....
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May 30th, 2005
09:56 pm
so i understand why you werent there and really i wouldnt ask you to come and ignore that obligation, but you havnt even called or emailed(and how hard is that really?). and i dont think i'm being too selfish here...seeing as you missed my graduation and you know that i am always free to talk to you while you have a life, i dont think its asking too much to expect you to call me instead of the other way around(especially since the last time i talked to you, you said you would call me later that week)...i was going to see if you wanted to come down on the 12th but i dont want to be a bother.
but graduation was nice.
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May 28th, 2005
06:34 am - help...
ok so when im at home i watch Headline News all day...and this whole deal with the Australian being sentenced for 20 years in Indonesia for drug charges reminds me of a movie i borrowed from Jess earlier this year but I can't remember the name of it...it was about 2 girls who lied to their parents about where they were going on vacation and they went to some Far East country ( i dont remember which one) and they get drugs planted on them, get caught, are sentenced, then something happens and they are going to let one go...so they have to choose who gets to leave and who will stay in prison...it was really good and really sad...but i dont remember the name of it...
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May 26th, 2005
02:20 pm
and i guess the best way to say goodbye to all of you...is to forget you as quickly as you have forgotten me...im really upset about who is (not) coming to graduation...i know i'm being selfish, but it is my turn to be. i've given up alot for yall...how hard is it to give up one day for me? i guess the way i think about it, i just wonder how much you really care...not to come to the most important day of my life so far is...i dunno...whatever, i guess...there is nothing i can do to change it.
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May 25th, 2005
01:10 pm
carrie! haha cindy=)
sarah and i bought are tickets to LONDON today!
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May 22nd, 2005
10:43 pm
one day you are going to look back at us and wonder what went wrong? well let me go ahead and tell you...i was always there for you but you were never there for me. it had been this way all along but i needed you then, i dont need you now...so i guess i'll just say that i knew and loved you...
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May 18th, 2005
09:29 am
i remember it like it was yesterday. sarah jones was at my house for the weekend becuase we were tired of being on dauphin island. we were back in the apartment so i went over into the house to get us some tea. i was walking back through the living room carrying a yellow and a red plastic cup(wierd but yeah i remember that) and my parents were watching the news. the newscaster announced that her parents had been killed in a car accident and there was one other person dead in the car but the couldnt release the name yet. i had talked to her just the week before and she was so excited about leaving for texas. and this happened in louisiana. i walked slowly back to the apartment were sarah jones just kept talking and talking, not really noticing that i wasnt responding to her. i'll never forget it. i'll never forget her.
i remember this like it was yesterday too. it was the day that i lost someone who meant so much to me. they didn't die or move or anything like that. i just lost them. the next day i saw him and he walked me out to his car. he leaned in through the passenger door and pulled out a stuffed animal and a shirt. all he said was "here, i hope you like it." i still sleep with the seal. i'll never forget how much you cared about me. i'll never forget the times you would wait on your tailgate as i went inside and you would yell "i love you" at me. im sorry, and i'll never forget.
you are the last person i've lost. but this time, i didnt lose you. you pushed me away. then pulled me closer. then pushed me away. and thought you would be able to keep it up. well for once i took a stand for my heart and caused myself so much grief. i would like to say that i will never forget the times that hootie blared, the saucy-q moments, the hallway by the coffee house, but frankly i hope i do. i hope i forget you and anything good we had. because the memory of you hurts and i want nothing more than to forget you.
sorry i got so sentimental in this one guys...
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May 10th, 2005
11:21 pm
the tag-teaming of "the wine of astonishment" was quite successful if i may say so myself...thanks to christine...
see you kids in a week...
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May 9th, 2005
10:10 pm
yeah for not having the time and/or energy to actually update...but here is a shot
im not itching for graduation. i know i know gasp to all. but really...im itching for london and middlebury. im ready for summer and sleep. but i guess that it just hasnt hit me yet that i have to graduate before all that can happen. when i think about the next couple weeks, im like omg i cant wait for school to be over. the thought "i cant wait for graduation" has yet to truthfully run through my head...it'll hit me soon...
today was wonderful...sarah and i had a picnic at oakleigh, then we went to patrick's house, then to the movies to see the hitchiker's guide to the galaxy, then to o'charley's...thanks for the break=)
i am leaving wednesday to go to north carolina for my brother's medical school graduation....my brother is going to be a doctor...how scary. Dr. Samuel Jeffery Raffles Turner...scary.
if i didnt have your hand in mine, your arm around my shoulder, your eyes fixed to mine...i would be nothing...
Current Music: accidentally in love - counting crows
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